It seems like now a days, I find myself asking the same questions over and over again. The one that most often comes to mind is, why me? I know many people ask themselves the same thing. Is this something we really should do? Probably not but we can’t help it, in some way, we feel completely responsible and also helpless at the same time.
After 8 long year of trying to have a child and when I finally have my very first every, big fat positive, it ends in a sad miscarriage. Am I cursed?
I’ve had to come to the realization that no, I’m not cursed. None of us are. This is life. We all have our struggles, things we need to over come. Infertility has just been mine. I honestly don’t know if I’ll overcome it. If one day I will have my baby but I pray and I hope I do. Out of all the things life has thrown me, I certainly didn’t see this coming. I guess none of us see it happening. We don’t see sickness ahead or the death of a loved one. It just happens. I need to try to keep that in mind as I go through my journey.
Life gives us experiences and trials. If you are a believer in God, I believe he does these things to bring us closer to him. For us to trust him and to know, everything is going to be ok. One way or another, we will get through our struggle and come out of it stronger, better, happier.